Wednesday was an exceptionally odd day. Guess it's best to start with Tuesday night because that's when it all began.

I've been a little sick the past few days, just a cold, nothing major. Interestingly enough, it is the first time in years that I've had a cold. Normally I just have sinus infections. But anyway, I decided to walk to the store to get medicine since I still didn't have my car (and still don't, but I am supposed to get it back today. We'll see.) There is a Rite Aid about a mile from me, but I'm not supposed to go in there because of the little "incident" that happened when I got mad at the photo people for losing my pictures. So I decided to walk to Walgreens, which is two miles away. I bundled up really good and got my iPod and set out. There were a few places to stop along the way and get warmed up, gas stations and the like, and I planned the stops carefully so I didn't get too cold.

I walked the two miles there without any trouble, just that my legs were cold from wearing such thin pants. They have holes in them, but they were the only clean ones I had. I sat down at the photo counter for a minute, got a Gatoraid for the walk back so I didn't get dehydrated, got the cold medicine and set off for home. By the time I was about a mile from home, I started to get really sore. My knees and thighs started to really hurt. I don't think it was so much the distance as it was the cold weather and the uneven roadsides.

When I got about 3/4 of the way through my journey, I remembered an old shortcut I used to take. When I was in high school, I could go around the back and cut through a field to get home faster than I could if I'd waited for the bus. So I walked around the side of the school and around to the back and saw many things I'd almost forgotten. Lots of memories from my old stomping grounds. I saw the place I used to hang out when I didn't want to go to gym class, the track and field were I'd taken many walks, the old, gross pathway where the smokers gathered and the courtyard where I ate lunch almost everyday for four years. Made me wonder where all the time and people went from back in the day, but most importantly, it made me think about how much my life has changed over the last decade. I've been out of high school for seven years now, and it's weird now to think I was ever there.

Long story short, the shortcut had been gated off and I'd have to take the long way. So I walked back out as if I'd just been exploring a time capsule and headed home. Then, I remembered another shortcut. A few buildings down from my old high school was a church where my mom used to work. She worked in the daycare there. There was a way to go around the back of the church that might again be a nice shortcut. So I walked around the back and sure enough, there was only a ditch between my neighborhood and the one I had to go through to get there! I walked very carefully down into the ditch, which was covered in tall grass and frozen water. I walked to the edge, and while deciding which way to get across, fell in. That's right, I fell in the ditch full of frozen water. While getting myself out, I dropped my drink. My pants and shoes were soaked and I knew I needed ot get home quickly. So I walked briskly the rest of the way home.

After a few hours, Jimmy picked me up and we headed out to start filming. We parked over by U of L (University of Louisville) and got out the camera equipment. The whole thing needed to be filmed in the car, so we were parked over by the construction site and didn't figure it would be a big deal. After about 20 minutes, someone approached the car. He was part of the construction team. Matt, the other guy filming with us, had a bandage on his head as part of the scene. It was all bloody and gross and the guy though Matt was injured. We told him no, we were doing this for a movie. The guy then asked us if we were planning to steal his lumber. We laughed it off and told him no. About 15 minutes later he calls the cops on us, then we have to deal with that. We tell the guy honestly why we are there and he tells us just to leave asap. It's funny because as he walked up to the car Matt had a (fake) gun pointed at Jimmy who was in the back seat. If the cop had pulled a gun on us it would have been so messed up.

Then we got lost in the West End of town (the really bad, scary part.) We went and picked up Jimmy's girlfriend and then went to eat at Qdoba, then I came home and had about five minutes to change clothes for church. Went to church, came home and got in a fight with my dad about how I need to "get my priorities straight." I have in the days since, and will write a seperate entry about that later today. Then I left and went to Wes's house and we watched a documentary about Hunter S. Thompson. We Louisvillians like him because he's a local boy. And because he was an awesome writer.

Not a bad end to a really, really strange day. My days aren't that full of excitement anymore, and this was certainly a change of pace.

A - Available - Nope!
B - Best Friend - Jimmy, Billy and Jon
C - Crush - Roger Daltrey!
D - Dad's Name - Roxie. Yes it is!
E - Easiest Person To Talk To - Drennie and Tera
F - Favorite Artist/Band - The Who, Stone Temple Pilots
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Worms please!
H - Hometown - Louisville, KY
I - Instrument - Violin
J - Job - I'm inbetween jobs at the moment
K - Kids - None
L - Longest Car Ride - Louisville to Atlanta
M - Milk Flavor - 1%
N - Number Of Siblings - One half brother, he's 12 years older than me
O - One Wish - To be a sucessful published author
P - Phobias - Being forgotten
Q - Favorite Quote - "To the young maidens of the world, wrest yourselves free from the tyranny of virtue and taste without shame the pleasures of the flesh."
R - Reason To Smile - Music and friends and church
S - Song You Last Heard - "Bargain" by The Who
T - Time You Woke Up - 9:44 AM
U - Unknown Fact About Me - there probably isn't anything unknown about me
V - Vegetable - Celery
W - Worst Habits - Being judgemental, holding grudges
X - X-Rays You've Had - back and neck, foot, left arm
Y - Your Favorite Food - shrimp and pizza!
Z - Zodiac Sign - Taurus

So I have a new icon! Who can guess what it's from???? Bonus points to anyone who gets it right!

Also, new costume, new pics! This is my Eileen Galvin Otherworld costume from Silent Hill 4: The Room. You like?




Here are the rest:
http://www.cosplay.com/costume/278290

01. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Went to lots of parties. I never did that before, weird as that sounds.

02. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't keep them, so I'm resolving to do them this year and stick to them. So far, so good!

03. Did someone close to you give birth?
Nope

04. Did anyone close to you die?
No, but I did know a few people who died.

05. What countries did you visit?
Just here, I've never been out of the country

06. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
I would like to have less drama so I can sleep again and not be so stressed out all the time

07. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
October 17th. Don't want to talk about it.

08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
Finished my movie, helped quite a bit with another one

09. What was your biggest failure(s)?
Not feeling secure enough to speak my mind when I needed to

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Sinus infections, almost broke bones in my foot falling down the stairs

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Video games!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
No ones, lol!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
No one's, really.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Gas

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Working on movies

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?
Happier

ii. thinner or fatter?
About the same

iii. richer or poorer?
I was richer, but being unemployed is making life harder

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Looked for another job when I knew I was on thin ice with my current one

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Inaction

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent Christmas with family, not too good this year.

22. Did you fall in love in 2009?
No

23. How many one-night stands?
None

24. What was your favorite TV program?
The Office, Curb Your Enthusiasm, It's Always Sunny In Philidelphia thanks to Billy, Jimmy and Jon!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Starting to

26. What was the best book you read?
Pet Sematary. I read a lot of books, actually. I'm quite proud of that!

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Quadrophenia

28. What did you want and get?
New friends!

29. What did you want and not get?
Peace of mind

30. Favorite film of this year?
Favorite one I watched at the theater: Pirate Radio, def.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 24, and I had to work so that's all I did.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
"Seeing Roger Daltrey on his solo tour." I agree Dren and Tera on that one. Fell through :O

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Same as ever, jeans and movie/band shirts

34. What kept you sane?
Music more than anything

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Roger Daltrey

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I agree with Tera, all of them!!!!!!!!

37. Who do you miss?
No one I haven't missed for years

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Dren and Tera and Wes!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Never, ever be afraid to speak your mind.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Smile and grin at the change all around
Pick up my guitar and play
Just like yesterday
Then i get on my knees and pray
We don't get fooled again!

I wrote a fic for the movie "A Clockwork Orange." Since I've written it, it's had more reviews than anything I've written for FF.net combined, as well as more hits than stories that I published several years ago, all within a couple of months. It contained a scene in the fourth chapter that was very diffcult to write, but I am please with how it turned out. I thought it would be worth posting a link.

Thanks to Dren and Tera and Rafi77 for reviewing and beta reading!!! If any of you read, please review on FF.net or PM me!

Title: Malchicks Will be Malchicks
Written by: Me!
Overview: Fed up with Alex and his gang in her territory, a fellow gang leader decides to confront him. She has no idea what she's about to get herself into. Alex/OC, rated for violence and non-con sexuality. Please R&R.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5397217/1/Malchicks_Will_Be_Malchicks

Here is a picture we took while filming yesterday. If you can spot Britty in this picture, you win a prize!

Something is definatly wrong with me. Somehow the fact that I spelled "definatly" out instead of abbriviating it (like I normally do) should be everyone's first clue.

I can't sleep at night for one thing. So I'm tired all the time, and no one understands why because "... you aren't working, why on Earth would you be tired???" Ugh. I feel like I've become irritating in some way that eludes me. A few of my friends have very randomly stopped talking to me or even making eye contact. Not friends I'm crazy about or anything, it's just odd. My good friends are still acting the same.

I keep doing special favors for people and running all over town to help them get things done that they can't do because they're working, and I'm using lots of gas and money to help. I believe in the projects, so that isn't the issue. The problem is that I'm doing stuff for others to the point of exhaustion. Yesterday I had a "fall out," which is what I call "running too much, not sleeping and not eating right to the point of getting all shakey and crying." Hasn't happened in a really long time, so I tried to chill a little more today. Still worn out. I need to watch Amadeus. That movie is so long that I can get a good rest in while watching it.

I keep forgetting important stuff, too. I had a late credit card payment, a first for me. The worst though is that I forgot Tera's birthday. I was bummed all day about that one. I mean, unconsolable. So Tera, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry. I now wish you a very, very happy birthday and may all your dreams come true. A little cliche, but that's what any card would have said if I got you one.

Sometimes I wonder if I have done something wrong to the point of being beyond redemption. So many bad things keep happening. I woke up crying from the worst nightmare I've had in years on Thanksgiving morning. It was about my family being completely ripped apart. I woke up and cried for a long time, went back to sleep and had an even worse dream. My body was so tired it tried to sleep again. But I could sense another bad dream coming and I woke myself up and stayed up the whole morning reading. I feel like something dark is coming for me.

At many times in our lives, we have cycles. Good, then bad, then back to good again. My bad cycle seems to be lasting a lot longer this time. But if the good outweighs the bad (and I ultimately believe that it does,) then I have to have patience and wait for the good again. And if I truly believe what I just said, then I have to be willing to wait and in the meantime, do all I can to make good happen in the lives of others.

Stealing is fun! Doing these reminds me of the good ole days of MySpace!


1. first name
Brittney

2. age
24

3. location
Louisville, KY

4. occupation
Recently laid off, but I was working for Zoeller Pump Company

5. partner
OMGstopaskingItoldyouIdidn'twannatalkaboutit!!!!!!!

6. kids
I don't have any

7. brothers/sisters
Legally, I have a 1/2 brother. But we were not raised together and he's really annoying and stuff, and he mostly just stirs up trouble.

8. pets
Two kitties, and soon I'm going to buy rats! YAY! I'm going to name them Franz and Gustav.

9. 3-5 biggest things going on right now

1) Finding a job
2) Trying to get life straightened out
3) Trying to write four stories at once!

10. parents
Married 32 years!

11. closest friends
My IRL friends: Billy, Jimmy, Jon
My Interweb friends: Dren, Tera Moon, Floan

Since Drennie and Lyka did OC character profiles, I'm going to do one too <3 The first one is Julie from "Tilt."

Name: Juliana D. White
Nickname: Julie
Gender: Female
Orientation: Heterosexual
Significant Other: Tommy Walker
Height: 5'2"
Build: Slender
Eyes: Dark blue
Hair: Naturally blonde
Age: 26
D.O.B.: February 13
Occupation: Journalist
Hobby: Music, record-collecting, writing poetry
Residence: Lives alone in a little apartment

Food: Mostly eats fruit, sandwiches, and pizza when she can afford it. Enjoys drinking coke on occasion but mostly drinks either water or coffee.

Usual Attire: Flowing shirts, bellbottom jeans, sandals. More formal attire for work. Mostly wears purple or white shirts.

Personality: Kind, patient, considerate, loving, punctual, well-spoken.

Likes: Reading, music, discussing world issues, looking at maps, travel, jellybeans, swimming.

Dislikes: Being late, arguing, closed-mindedness.

Favorite Quote: "The writer who produces more than he reads, sure mark of an amateur."
-Abbe de Coulmier

History: Read Tilt! Everything you need to know about her is in the story!

My favorite person to have lunch with <3

I've been told my whole life about how there are two ways that things work:

1. The way things go in my head

and

2. The way things work in the real world

The way things go in my head seem far more realistic, I guess.  In my head, I'd like to think I'm a good person, hard working and caring.  I want to think that's how other people think of me too, but yesterday, we see how the real world thinks of me.  It was the day to celebrate Halloween at work and I was pretty excited.  I dressed up like Alex from "A Clockwork Orange" and about six people actually knew who I was!  The rest thought I was Charlie Chaplin from some reason . . . . retards.

So it was fun, hanging out and looking at all the other costumes and such.  Goofed around a lot all day, got lots of candies from people, etc.  At the end of the day, I got a call from the HR department who asked me if I could come downstairs for a second.  No prob, I wasn't busy.  I go downstairs and there is my supervisor sitting with Bob, the HR director.  They ask me to shut the door and have a seat.  I do.  They immediately tell me that they are "terminating the employer relationship."  WTF?!?!?!  So I'm fired from my job.  They told me it was due to "not meeting company standards."  In other words, being on time everyday, getting my work done with no help and answering the phones more than anyone in my department counted for absolutely nothing over the last 14 months.  They were like, "You're not a bad person and we think you did the best you could, but this job just isn't a good fit for you."  They told me I was eligible for unemployment and that they wished me a lot of luck and that I could visit anytime.  I said I'd come in Monday for my things and they said no, I had to get them today.  They made me wait in the office with them until everyone left, then I had to get my things and leave.  They watched me get my stuff like I was a convict, making sure I wasn't stealing anything.  Cocksuckers.

Then I walked out and cried and cried most of the day.  In my mind, I was doing the best I could, but in the real world that didn't matter.  Makes me wonder which is right.  I have to fit the standards of the world in order to succeed in the workplace and such, but those standards don't make sense to me.  Somedays that makes me feel confused.  Which is correct?  I sought advice from a friend.  I told him that my family cast a pretty big shadow.  My dad has noy had very many jobs, and kept each of them until the places closed down.  He worked hard his whole life and never got in trouble.  At his last job he was given no sick or personal time, thus he never missed a day.  EVER.  He left early the day I was born, that was it.  So here I am, getting fired from jobs more than once, and quitting the ones that were truly awful.  My dad didn't have these problems, so I feel like a loser from struggling so hard.  I really do.

I really thought that I'd be further than this at 24.  I did!  But I guess Tyler Durden was right.  The media makes things look like our lives will ultimately end up with some sort of fame and fortune, but it's unlikely.  That's how things work in the real world.  In my head, I'd love to be a famous writer; that's been my dream since I was 14.  Ten years later, I still want that.  How can I make it happen?  In my mind it doesn't seem hard, but the real world tries daily to kill the dream. 

I guess some advice would be in order.  I need real world advice, but also advice from the heart.  Do you think you'll get what your heart desires?  Can it happen if I work hard enough to make it happen?  I think so.  Because if I don't believe in it, the real world wins.  And my sanity cannot handle such a thing.

1. You're on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. Even if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine.
2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal.


01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

I am so angry at my friend right now *icon relevant*

I have exactly one girl friend.  All the rest of my friends are guys.  I always cherished that about our friendship, the fact that she was the only one who was not only a girl, but understood that I'm not really a "conventional" girl (no makeup 98% of the time, I don't carry a purse, I dress sort of guy-ish, etc) and that she really "got" me and my strange sense of humor.  I'd had a good girl friend before, but we had a falling out.  We made up and everything seemed back to normal, and when she went to college she never spoke to me again.  I was heartbroken.

Over the years, we have confided a lot with each other about things we (literally) never told anyone else.  So last week I told her something very, very personal that was bothering me because I knew I could trust her.  WRONG.  At 9am this morning, I got a phone call from an unknown number.  It was my friend's mom.  She was like, "I need to talk to you about something serious.  Do you have a minute?" 

I told her I was at work but I had a minute if it was something serious.  She then proceeds to tell me about how my friend told her all my problems and she wanted to talk to me about them.  I was livid.  I told her I was taking care of it and I didn't want to talk to her about it.  She kept insisting in a passive aggressive way that I answer her questions, and I told her NO WAY.  So at the end of the most uncomfortable phonecall ever, she commented, "Maybe I handled this the wrong way."  Then she told me she loved me.  OMG. 

So if I seem a little tense, it's because NOTHING in my life is going right at the moment.  I am so ticked I can't stand it.  How should I handle this?  I could really use some advice right now.

I made a few this year, but here's my favorite one <3

I've been working on SFX makeup lately.  I did this to my friend the other day and I think it turned out well.  You like???

I stole these from Dren and Tera Moon, hope they doesn't press charges!

1 word quiz.
You
Can
Only
Type
One
Word
Not as easy as you may think.

1. Where is your cell phone?
Pocket

2. Boyfriend/girlfriend?
ARG

3. Your hair?
Brown

4. Your mother?
Work

5. Your father?
Asleep

6. Your favorite thing?
Writing

7. Your dream last night?
Scary

8. Your favorite drink?
Water.

9.Your dream car?
Mustang.

10. The room you're in?
Cubicle

11. Your ex?
James

12. Your fear?
Clowns!

14. Where were you last night?
Filming

15. What you're not right now?
Coherent

16. Muffins?
Nom

17. One of your wish list items?
Vacation!

18. Where you grew up?
Louisville

19. The last thing you did?
Type

20. What are you wearing?
Work-clothes (Two-word hyphenate)

21.Whats on TV?
Squat

22.Your pet or pets?
Kittehs

23. Your computer?
Fast! (the one at work is, lol)

24.Your Life?
Fresh

25.Your Mood?
Aggitated

26. Missing someone?
Yes

28. Your car?
Ford <3

29. Your work?
Office

31. Like someone?
Yes :D

32. Your favorite color?
Black

33. When is the last time you laughed?
Earlier

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1.YOUR REAL NAME:
Brittney

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers middle names)
Rae Leonard

3.NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Ralph Roxie

4.STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Mun Br (LOL)

5.DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Kitten  (nice)

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, first street you ever lived on)
Nicole Sylvania

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Green Dr. Pepper

8.FLY GIRL/GUY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Brey (that's pretty cool)

9.HOOD NAME:(favorite ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Chocolate Snickerdoodle (LOL)

10.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of last name, add izzle to the end)
Munizzle  (almost sounds like my nizzle, lol)

11. YOUR GOTH NAME:(write in black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Fluffy (Sounds like a bad fetish, lol)

12. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pet's name, current street name)
Fluffy Capella (lame)

13. YOUR HIPPIE NAME: (what you ate for breakfast plus favorite tree)
Pancake Hickory (That's pretty sweet)

14. YOUR CRIMINAL NAME: (name of your favorite perfume/cologne, favorite candy bar)
Light Blue Whatchamacallit (Not a very scary criminal name)

15. YOUR CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit plus garment you’re wearing, with an “ie” or “y” added)
Apple Hoodie (COOL)

16. YOUR SPY NAME (favorite season/ favorite flower)
Autumn Carnation


Rules:
1. Write down every letter of your name.
2. Then type a song that pops up in your mind in each letter of your name as the first letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.

Baba O'Riley - The Who
Right Here, Right Now - Van Halen
In My Life - The Beatles
Time Is On My Side - The Rolling Stones
Take it Easy - The Eagles
N (I CAN'T THINK OF ONE!!!)
Eminence Front - The Who
Young Lust - Pink Floyd

I get lots of complaints at work.  I'm rude, or inconsiderate, or arrogant according to most people.  If any of these people actually knew me, they wouldn't say such things.  A year ago I would have broke down and cried, but I'm pretty immune to it now.  However, today I got the weirdest complaint in the entire history of my work career.

My boss told me that she had a complaint that someone in another department saw me walk out of the bathroom without washing my hands. 

O.O

WTF?!?!?!?  I couldn't help it; I started laughing!  She looked a little ticked and said, "Do you think this is funny?"  I said, "Yeah, it's hard not to laugh at the fact that someone would come and 'tell on me' like that over something so trivial and silly."  She then explained that people didn't want to get swine flu and that she wanted to nip the problem in the bud.  Still, I think that's a bit silly, don't the rest of you?

I stole this from ILoveKeithMoon and she apparently stole it from someone else, so I'm a thief and it's her fault  :p

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, Zune, whichever you want, the list is long.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie.

MY LIFE'S SOUNDTRACK:

1. Epic Prologue
Fixing a Hole - The Beatles
LOL

2. Birth
My Best Friends - The Pokemon Soundtrack
....I'm confused. 

3. Childhood
Chop Suey - System of a Down

4. First Day of High School
Planet Schmanet, Janet  - The Rocky Horrow Picture Show Soundtrack

5. School Bully
Cheap Cheap the Cooking Chicken - PaRappa the Rapper Soundtrack

6. The After School Fight
Amish Paradise - Weird Al Yankovic

7. Graduating High School
I Walk the Line - Johnny Cash

8. New Home
Lady - Styx

9. Creepy Neighbors
Butterfly Remix - DDR OST

10. Flashbacks
End of Small Sanctuary - Silent Hill 3 Soundtrack
Why is my whole life soundtracka?!?!?

11. Mental Breakdown
What's My Age Again? - Blink 182

12. Meeting An Old Friend
Brain Damage - Pink Floyd
That one's pretty accurate

13. Falling Asleep/ Having A Nightmare
With Arms Wide Open - Creed
Whoa, I forgot I had that on my iTunes!

14. A New Enemy
Tomorrow Never Knows - The Beatles

15. Final Battle
Killing in the Name Of - Rage Against the Machine
Finally, a good one!

16. Death of Enemy
Sunshine of Your Love - Cream
LOLOLOL

17. First Day of New Job
Happiness Is A Warm Gun - The Beatles

18. Starting College
My December - Linkin Park

19. Falling In Love
Who'll Stop the Rain - Creedance Clearwater Revival

20. Graduating College
The Red - Chevelle

21. Facing Your Demons
Living Dead Girl - Rob Zombie
Sweet!

22. Growing Old
Demons, Pills, Etc. - Velvet Revolver

23. Funeral
Seven Years - Norah Jones
I hope it's not in seven years!

Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
Only in college, lol

What kind of magazines do you read?
Cosmopolitan, though to be honest I'm getting bored with it

If you could see one band in concert right now, any band, dead or alive, which would it be?
The Who

What's really creepy?
Clowns  :o

Name one odd item within five feet of you.
A medical textbook from the early 1900's

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Fanfiction!  Though I've been obsessed with it for years

What are you listening to right now?
Crickets singing outside

What are you most excited for?
Later tonight :D

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Yahoo, LiveJournal, FF.net

What was the last thing you bought?
Food om nom nom

What's you favorite season?
I like them all about evenly, but I suppose autum is my favorite

Does the weather affect your mood?
Sure does, especially when it starts getting dark earlier in the winter

What is your zodiac sign?
Taurus

Do you want to learn another language?
I am currently learning Japanese, American Sign, and Serbo-Croatian

5 things (not people) you can't live without?
Not including the basic essentials.....
1. Oxygen
2. Food
3. Drink
4.Music
5. Art

Do you have any siblings?
I have a half brother

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I can't, it's too naughty

Do you have any pets?
Two cats :D